In the first years (decades?) of doing music, it consumed most of my time, and I didn't think too much about it. But in recent years, I've come to often feel quite guilty that enough of each day is not spent playing, practicing, solfege, writing, recording…the while music-making gamut. There seem to be too many other things demanding my attention and especially time, things that keep me from working on music stuff as much as I'd like. And I'm not sure what it might mean - or even if I care all that much.